We have to remind ourselves…

We have to remind ourselves. Constantly remind ourselves.

It’s not that we as individuals are forgetful, it’s not that we’re careless, it’s just part of the way the human mind works, and especially in this modern world of ours, there are so many distractions.

We need to remind ourselves what our goals are and how we intend to accomplish them.

We need to remind ourselves to take care of ourselves – and we need to remember how to take care of ourselves.

We need to remind ourselves to be forgiving (we are all human).

We need to remind ourselves to be compassionate.

We need to remind ourselves of the Power of Love.

One of my roommates reminded me this past week that we need to remind ourselves about things. She was telling me about a magazine she reads that has lots of ideas and tends to remind her of things she’s forgotten.

Recently, I’ve resumed my morning meditation and prayer practice. This is one of my ways of reminding myself of some of the more important things to me in life. I also rely on friends and family, and on my calendar and to-do list. Sunsets help a lot too.

Oh, in case you’ve forgotten, Happy Father’s Day! 🙂

How do you remind yourself about what’s important?

Pure Contentment

Yesterday in my Acu-Points class I had a moment of pure contentment.

As much as I love learning overall, especially Chinese medicine, there are classes and days when it feels like I’m just doing what I have to to get by. Dragging through, studying for the quiz and not to master the material. I’d say it’s a pretty normal phenomenon, and to be expected. I also often think of school as a means to end, it’s about getting through the program so that I can treat people.

That’s why this moment was noteworthy. I was lying on the table while my friend placed sticky dots on my Urinary Bladder channel on my leg. Gazing around at my classmates, it just struck me how wonderful everything was, in the present moment. All of us just hanging out learning where points are and what they do. Ironically, I thought of the moment in terms of my future memory of it. A few years down the road, after I graduate, I could be thinking back to this moment with nostalgia, I best cherish it while it’s here.

I’ve written about some practices to stay present, but it’s nice when things just happen on their own. What was important about this moment was that it gave me a glimpse of what it feels like to treat everything as the ends, rather than the means. In that moment (and hopefully from now on in many more moments to come) I was no longer in school to graduate, I was able to be purely in the experience of being in school, just to be in school. Our actions always have results, but like they say in the Bhagavad-Gita, we need to focus on doing the actions and let go of the outcome of the result in order to achieve at the highest level.

My First Workshop…

Last weekend I did my first of three health and wellness workshops for the New York Restoration Project (NYRP). It went really well and I feel really good about. But instead of describing it myself, I’ll use the official event report from the incredibly NYRP Outreach Coordinatar, Rachael Brody:

It was a perfect afternoon in East Harlem for sprouting and salad making this past Saturday! We kicked off the first of three workshops on Healthy Eating and Wellness in the El Cataño Community Garden. The workshop, led by Noah Goldstein, former NYRP educator, covered the importance of incorporating movement and a seasonal diet (in whatever capacity possible) into our lifestyles.  20 community members and folks from our meet-up.com group joined us.  We started off with some simple stretches to get our bodies moving, followed by a holistic discussion about seasonal food and nutrition.  Then we broke up into two groups and prepared two delicious salads, laughing and swapping recipes along the way, using all parts of the plant (root,stem,leaf,flower, and seed) with some extra special ingredients handpicked from the garden!  At the end of the workshop each participant went home with a new sprouting jar and a variety of seeds to begin making their own sprouts at home.

“ The presentor did a great job of combining all the essential elements of wellness into an easily digestible (no pun intended!) format in a fabulous venue. From the beginning stretches to the hands on salad prep with edible flowers to the parting gifts of sprout seeds, it was very well orchestrated. Look forward to the next one! ” Kathy Andino

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Nourishing Life: Tea

I love tea. In fact, most of the time you’ll find me with a cup of tea in my hand. When I went home for winter break, my brother jokingly asked if I wouldn’t get sick from drinking so much tea.

I’ve always known that tea is good for you. Research article after research article comes out with descriptions of the health benefits of green and black and white tea with all of their wonderful antioxidants. However that didn’t stop me from being surprised to hear in a lecture one of the professors gave on nourishing life, that he actually recommends to his patients to start drinking tea on a regular basis. Maybe not everyday, but at least a few cups of tea a weak.

Tisanes, herbal infusions like peppermint or chamomile “tea,” are great too. They don’t necessarily have the same health benefits as official tea (which comes from the Camilla sinensis plant), but they often have other health benefits.

Since the spring started, I’m noticing that I’m less inclined to drink hot beverages, so I started making sun-tea with my roomates. A couple of tablespoons of loose-leaf tea in a gallon jar. Let it sit in a window for the day, and yum!

So, if you’re not really into tea, give it a try, drink a few cups a week, it’ll be good for you. If you don’t like, don’t force it, no worries.

New 5 Elements Blog…

In my writing, one thing I’ve struggled to find a way to explain and describe clearly are the 5 elements. A breakdown of archetypal energies in the world and our bodies, the five elements are a fundamental part of Chinese medicine.

One of my teachers, who happens to also be the person who introduced me to acupuncture and started me down this path recently started a Five Elements blog. His writing and descriptions are unique and poetic and I recommend it.

Check out: The Five Transformations

Community Acupuncture…

Lisa Rohleder one of the founders of the Community Acupuncture movement in the U.S. wrote an interesting a thought provoking response to a  New York Times  article on Acupuncture titled “Acupuncture is Popular, but You’ll Need to Pay.

The concept of Community Acupuncture is one that I’m interested in discussing here. I’d like to eventually share my personal feelings and thoughts about (including how I envision it fitting into my own practice), for now, I think Lisa’s article will give a good introduction.

I’d love to hear people’s responses…

Nourishing Life: Food

As a follow-up to my last post, I’m going to create a series in which I share some of my own personal ways of living healthfully in a world that doesn’t necessarily always support that. The concept in Chinese Medicine is called “Nourishing Life” and includes things like exercise, meditation, spending time in nature, and eating well.

So, below are some tricks I’ve found make eating healthfully a little easier and enhance the overall eating experience.

  1. Try to avoid processed foods – this one is become more popular and widely known. Processed foods are so much easier, because you don’t have to spend time or energy preparing them, but, often in the processing nutrients are lost, the qi (vital life energy) of the food disappears. I might argue that eating refined and processed foods is akin to wearing sunglasses with no UV protection…
  2. Buy a crockpot – and use it. Crockpots make preparing whole unprocessed unrefined foods easy. Throw a bunch of stuff in there at night, let cook overnight, and you’ve got breakfast, or lunch. Turn in on in the morning and you’ll have a nice hot dinner waiting for you when you get home…
  3. Eat with people you love – also, eat while you eat. Don’t watch TV, or read, or fiddle with the computer. Now, I’m the first to admit that I do these things occasionally while eating, it’s not an all or nothing game. But try, for one meal a week, or one meal per-day, to eat in company, in a calm environment at a leisurely place and enjoy your food.
  4. Eat lots of fruits and vegetables – everyone knows this one. We hear it over and over, yet I sometimes find myself not really eating too many vegetables or fruits. For me it’s usually, because the “easier” and “faster” foods aren’t fruits or vegetables, but that’s really another way of saying I’m more used to going for the bread.
  5. Make your lunch for work/school the night before – your sandwhitch might not be quite as fresh, but it’ll be a lot cheaper than buying one, and you’ll know exactly what’s in it (hopefully lots of veggies).
  6. Trade-off with friends – I’ll occasionally cook for my friends. I’ll bring them lunch one week, they’ll bring me lunch the next. It switches things up and lightens the burden of preparing food.

I’m sure I’ve got more and I’m sure I’ll be sharing them down the road. For now, that should do. Planning ahead is often helpful, and making things into  habits makes it all a lot easier.

As always, I’m curious about your thoughts and ideas…

Self-Cultivation as a Pracitioner

“You won’t be able to tell a client to ____ (eat healthy, exercise, meditate, get enough sleep) if you’re not doing so yourself.”

These words have been ringing in my ears since my last Fundamentals of Chinese Medicine lecture last semester. So simple, yet so true, and something all of the Chinese medicine students (and practitioners) need to be thinking about. If I’m not able to set aside time to meditate and exercise, and if I don’t invest time and energy in making and eating delicious and healthy food, I won’t be able to encourage my patients to do that with integrity.
And they’ll know. Because of how you say it and because of how you hold yourself, they’ll know whether you’re hypocritically dishing out advice.

There’s a positive side to this as well though.

You can be honest about your own personal challenges and recognize that it’s not an all-or-nothing-game. You can share your own personal ways of fitting in a short meditation session or a quick exercise jaunt. And you can share how you let your slide sometimes and go for the occasional doughnut when you really want it.
Balance is important.
Honesty is important.
Integrity is important,
in life in general, but especially when communicating with patients.

So, how do you manage to juggle your multitude of obligations?

NADA – More Than I Expected

Why I’m doing this…

Sometimes I do things without really realizing what I’m getting myself into, and so it was with the NADA (The National Acupuncture Detoxification Association) training. The NADA training is a two-week hands-on program to teach healthcare practitioners how to assist recovering addicts using acupuncture.

My main motivation for doing to the NADA training was to get hands-on needle experience with people and the experience of interacting with people using acupuncture as a treatment tool in a legal way. I will also get a certificate that will allow me to use these skills under the supervision of a licensed  acupuncturist (which I imagine could open up some opportunities for me). The fact that NADA training is all about helping drug and alcohol addicts get clean and stay clean was a side-note, a much bigger side-not than I realized (I should also mention that I was inspired by Lisa Rohleder’s book Acupuncture is Like Noodles).

So what it’s like…

Humored by my naivete, I stand humbled, and incredibly grateful that I made the decision to devote two weeks of my spring break to do this training. This experience is definitely bigger than the expectations I had set up for it and I’m gaining so much more than I knew I would.

Beyond my personal “addiction” to coffee and tea and chocolate, I have little direct experience of the disease. And it is, as I’m learning and growing to understand (I’ll be the first to admit that my understanding is still very limited), a terrible and powerful disease. Addiction can stem from emptiness: a lack of self-worth, a lack of meaning in life, or not feeling loved. And not knowing how to feel loved, find meaning, or feel valuable; not knowing how to fill the void. That void, and not knowing how to fill it, according to my understanding, stem from society and culture and upbringing. People seek to fill the void and turn to alcohol or other drugs. Addiction is also about numbing a pain (perhaps it’s the pain of not being loved, not feeling meaning, etc). Life can be stressful and can be hard, and we usually only know how to cope up to a certain threshold. Without family, friends, community, or God and other healthy outlets for our painful challenging emotions and experiences, we can’t cope. Unless we have an environment where we feel comfortable expressing what we experience, and unless we are aware of the root of why we feel the way to do, we’re going to need something to escape. We’re going to want to numb the pain, calm our nerves, and relax. And that’s where things get messy, while initially people start using as just a way to “get away from it all,” over time the drugs alter the way the brain functions, creating a dependency that is an incredible challenge to overcome.

How Acupuncture helps…

One of the beautiful things about the acupuncture as a treatment for addiction is that it’s relatively passive and it’s non-verbal, so it’s incredibly accessible even to people who aren’t quite ready to be dealing with things on deeper levels. It calms the mind and spirit in such a way that helps people realize their own inner strength. It shows the individual what it feels like to move from a state of anxiety, distress, and pain to a state of calm and relaxation. Even if they’re not doing on their own yet, they can see that it’s possible, and they can see that it’s possible without a substance. Maybe they still need assistance from needles, but their bodies are doing it, it’s happening within them and they’re somewhat conscious of the process, they’re experiencing it as it happens. They come out of the treatment feeling relaxed and calmer and more able to cope with the world in a healthy way. I think that’s one of the ways that acupuncture is power and helpful for treating addiction.

Wrapping up…

I’ve spent this past week in my heart. Deeply moved by the people working at the Recovery center, big people with big hearts and small egos, who stand tall in a way that radiates their awareness of the strength of human spirit and its weaknesses. I’ve been equally moved by the people who are working hard to recover from their addictions, as they work through their challenges in an effort to become more healthy individuals. I’ve bonded with a group of sweet people going through the training with me and I’ve been inspired and lit up with excitement about the potential for this simple yet powerful medicine to help people.

All this while I pack up my room, meet with potential new roommates, and trying to get enough sleep…

Another Semester Ends…

Photo courtesy of Rachael Brody

Photo courtesy of Rachael Brody

… and I find myself further along a path and closer to a goal, and much much more relaxed! Perhaps more important than being further along or closer to the end, I’m deeper in a process. A process I want to be in, a process I enjoy, but often wish away because I’m so eager to make it to the end. In the pauses, while I’m slowed down, I can remember and remind myself to stay as focused on the process as I am on the end result.

This was a pretty good semester, long and short in different ways. It started in the slow and dark Winter, with cold challenging the daily routine, and ended in the bright and warm energetic Spring. It was my first semester in the clinic (about which I have much to write) and first with herbs (again, I’ll be sharing much more). I feel I’ve done a pretty good job staying in balance internally and with the world around me, and I’ve been able to learn from the times I was pushed or pulled out of balance.

This break is exciting in many ways and for many reasons. A few weeks to relax. I’m moving in with some beautiful people, I’ll be doing a two week NADA training about which I’ll be sharing much more very soon, and I have some more time to write and work on improving this blog. I have a lot of great ideas for creating more useful content. In addition to sharing my personal experiences I want to be sharing tools that you’ll be able to apply to your own life. Things like self-massage techniques, qi-gong exercises, and herbal and dietary information. I’m hoping to make some downloadable PDF’s that you could keep around to look at and maybe even some videos! I’m also hoping to get some guest posts, so keep your eyes peeled.

As always, keep me in the know about what you’re all up to and most importantly Enjoy the Spring!

Spring Cleaning: Part II

I recently wrote about spring cleaning at home and its relation to our ability to shift and grow and change. Once a year we all need to do a deep clean to purge our home from extra accumulated junk and allow for new growth and for energy to flow smoothly. A trend that echoes this that I’ve been hearing a lot about lately (possibly indicative of the crowd of people I hang out with) is “the cleanse” or “the detox.” It’s pretty common these days to do some sort 3-10 day diet-change to feel lighter and healthier and people are often very interested in doing so in the spring. The question usually seems to be which cleanse and for how long.

What I find interesting is how my own heritage includes these concepts in its spring rituals and holidays. Passover which is all about liberation and the movement from slavery to freedom, involves an intense week-long dietary shift. During the holiday, not only are Jews supposed to abstain from eating any leavened bread, but we aren’t even allowed to own “chametz.” Many sects of Judaism also abstain from legumes and all grains. There are two primary symbols intrinsic to not eating leavened bread. The mythical idea is that while fleeing Egypt We did not have time to let their bread rise, in fact, some of it was basically baking on our backs under the desert sun. The spiritual symbolism (and the one I personally find more meaningful), is in the idea of what it means to rise and to be puffed up like bread. According to Chassidic thought, leavened foods are symbolic of the ego, which enslaves our deeper truer selves. By disciplining ourselves and changing our diet we work to break free from the captivity of the ego.

I’m about the embark on a week-long journey of cleansing my physical body and hopefully along with it my mind and spirit. I’m doing this with a community of people to help the process; we can support each other through the rough patches and celebrate our successes. Hopefully, We find ourselves a week from now that much closer to true Freedom.

This isn’t the blog-post I was hoping to write. I have many more thoughts and feelings to share and those that I’ve shared here I feel lack an eloquence I strive for, but the sun is setting and it’s time for me to disconnect from the electronic world. I will let go of self-judgment here (at least for now) and embrace honest imperfection.

I look forward to sharing more and to hearing people’s responses.

Until then, blessings for Freedom world-wide. For each and every one of us to find the strength within and from family, friends, and our great world to break free for any shackles holding us back physical, emotional, psychological, or spiritual, it’s all one. And let this Spring be a time of growth, healing, and transformation.

The Latest from the Wall Street Journal

The Wall Street Journal recently featured an article about Acupuncture and Science. It’s a fair article and worth reading; it acknowledges the scientific research, the successes, and the skeptics. I have my own take on Western Scientific Research being applied to different system of approaching the world, a system that is scientific in its own ways. I haven’t yet been able to articulate all of my thoughts and feelings in a clear and coherent way. I’m not the only one faced with this challenge, and I’m fascinated by how much faith and power people have put in the hands of Science.

Science is an incredibly powerful tool and it’s brought us to the amazing world we live in today, but it too has its shortcomings and can be manipulated. I personally spent 4 years of my life learning how to approach the world and think like a scientist, and to this day I use that training to better understand the world around me, and to solve many of life’s puzzles. I’ve also spent time learning other ways to think about and approach the world, and I try to approach the world with an open mind and somehow still hold on to my ability to think critically.

I don’t yet feel ready to delve any deeper into discourse on how to engage Eastern and Western philosophies and medicines. But I always love to hear about resources and personal experiences and thoughts.

For now we can as individuals make the choice to embrace a medicine that has thousands of years of empirical experience behind it, or wait until modern science can further explain/confirm/deny it’s efficacy.

I’m not worried either way, and I’ve clearly made my decision.

Home and Health

Unfortunaly, this is not the home we'll be moving into, but rather a gorgous home on Martha's Vineyard, but I figured some imagery would be nice 🙂

In about a month I’ll be moving into a new home with my girlfriend and 5 other awesome individuals. This is very exciting. It’s a huge loft, just renovated, with a ton of windows and lots of space. The idea is to create somewhat of a community feeling, where we share and support each other, and cook and create together, where we can dance and play, but also respect everyone’s need for personal private space. So far, we’re envisioning more houseplants than you can imagine, and lots of color and art.

It’s a pretty huge transition for me (and most others involved). The past year and a half, I’m been living with a different group of amazing people in a community/cooperative home that I help create. It’s been a pretty special journey for me, and has led to a lot of personal growth and I’ve gained a tremendous amount of experience. We’ve had our ups and downs, but we continually come together as a group to solve problems when needed and celebrate when it’s time.

That’s just a little background on me, that will maybe help put this blog-post in context. As a holistic healer, I look at the whole state of an individual. Obviously this points us to all systems of the body (which is why an acupuncturist might ask about your bowel movements even if you’re coming in for a headache), but it also points us beyond. Does the person  like their job, what’s their overall lifestyle, how are their relationships with their friends and family? We talk about root and branch treatments in Chinese Medicine, which is essentially, treating symptoms (branch) and treating the underlying cause (root), generally we try to do both. Sometimes it’s important to focus on the branch before we can get into the root layer, other times it might just take us a treatment or two (or 3 or 4) before we’re able to truly identify what the root cause is. Sometimes we’ll be able to address it with herbs or needles, but depending on the dis-ease at hand, the root cause could have something to do with lifestyle (diet, lack of exercise, poor emotional support systems, a rough transition). In these cases I think our role is largely to empower and encourage the patient to make whatever shifts and changes they need. I think empowerment and encouragement can be in the form of needles and herbs (which can create significant energetic shifts that put a person into the right mindset to make the changes they need) and/or in the form of counseling and educating.

One life-factor that is easy to overlook is the home. I hear practitioner’s ask about people’s jobs, their partners and friends and family, their exercise and diet, but I haven’t yet heard anyone ask about someone’s apartment. Do they like their roommates, do they live alone? Is there enough sunlight and air circulation? I think this is a particularly important issue in a city like New York.

Our homes are the foundational spaces from where we set off into the world. They are our Earth where we eat and sleep and dress, and it’s tremendously important that we take the time to maintain our homes. We are moving out of the winter, a time where we tend to nest and hibernate at home a little more, and as we move into spring, we feel a little lighter and lot more like being outside all the time. It’s important to take time to make sure our take-off and landing pads are comfortable places, healthy places, nourishing places. We’ve all heard about Feng Shui, which can seem a little “out there” at times, but on a basic level it’s about setting up our homes in a way that things can flow best. It’s a system to bring intention into the layout of our living spaces and whether you use Feng Shui or your friend’s advice, the spring time is a good time to clean-out and rearrange.
My roommates and I just set up a date to do a massive Spring cleaning (our apartment really needs it). Later next month I’ll be moving into a fresh new clean space, (leaving a fresh clean space behind for someone else in need of a new home).

I think it’s a good time to think about how our homes are affecting our health and well-being, and how are health and well-being are affecting our homes. And perhaps most importantly, make any changes we feed we need so that we can head into the summer on stable ground.

Spring!

Springtime is here in full swing out of nowhere and I’ve been thrown into a different phase of myself. Suddenly, I’m filled with excitement, plans, and ideas. All of this while school starts to pick up in intensity as we near finals and I prepare to move to a new home.

I find myself challenged to find a balance between overloading myself with things to do amidst my excitement and restraining myself to nourish and sustain my ability to follow through with projects I start. I know I need to pace myself or I will burn out, all of this wood energy needs water to feed it and metal to restrain it.

I’m back on my bike which is wonderful and I’m full of motivation to exercise and move more, so I feel that I need to make a conscious effort to sit and just be. To nourish my Yin aspects. I will also use this as a time to set the intention to spend less time up in my head, and more time in my heart and body.

It’s just so crazy how suddenly spring popped up, and I feel a little unprepared, but I also feel confident that I can find my balance. I just need to sit still for a moment and ground myself.

Now, get off the computer and go play in the sun!